It's been forever since I have written. Don't take it personal. It's not.
Sometimes, when I go through tough stuff, I retreat. And when I need to write the most, I don't. Slowly, time just builds up and I don't know what to say because too much time has passed, so I just don't write anything.
It's a vicious cycle... a never ending circle.
The truth is I want to fall in love again. To be more specific, I want to fall in love with writing again. I miss the therapeutic release that writing has always been for me. I miss purging my innermost thoughts, even if it's not on my very public blog.
You see, I haven't written at all for a very long time. Not even in private.
I can't even come up with a valid reason why. The only thing that even sounds like it's half true is simply that I just wasn't ready.
You see, I've always tried to tell the truth, especially on here. And that hasn't always been easy. I am very aware that this blog is not private and sometimes that leads to a vulnerability that is just too much to bare all the time.
I don't even know if anyone other than me is still reading this blog anyway. All I know is someday someone may stumble upon it and may even think that something I have to say is important - or at the very least valid.
So, here I am again. And I promise to make a valiant effort to find my words again, even when it's difficult.