It has NOT been forever since my last "Not Me" post. Unless you count this. No, Not Me!
I have not been neglecting things in my life, or at least felt that way this week. I do not wish I could be cloned sometimes so that things get done. I have not let calls go unanswered from certain (nameless) people, hoping & praying that whatever they needed would wait. And most certainly did not feel guilty about it. No, Not Me!
I do not think at times that I should be a better daughter, wife, sister, aunt & friend, even when I feel that there just is no more for me to give. Bc I've given all of me. Even more of me than I truly could not give, bc there is just none left. No, Not Me!
I do not still think of Mandy, everyday, every night, sometimes over & over, still disbelieving that she is truly gone. Even though I was there. I saw it. With my own eyes. I do not think that the silence of her voice, not hearing her stories is - well, deafing. No, Not Me.
I do not have doubts, & fears about the future. Regrets about the past. And sometimes wish I could have a re-do - take 2, even though what ever I have been though has made me who I am. No, Not me!
I am not human, after all. No, Not Me!
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Thanks for stopping by to say hi! I never wish I could be cloned either! I do not need to be cloned because I have everything under control, my house is spotless, my kids are clean and fed and I never miss phone calls from (nameless) people, that sometimes I do not return...oops! Bad friend alert! LOL. Great post, have a wonderful week and stop by again!
ReplyDeleteThanks for blog hopping, although I do not think it was by chance that you hopped over. My daughter has sp. quad. cp. She is 20 months old and boy has it been a difficult 20 months, God is certainly the source of all our strength. Looking forward to reading more about your story.
ReplyDeleteOh I surely relate. I neglect everything at some time I think. With 4 kids, a husband and a dog, and a blog...hehe. Sometimes it just really seems to start piling up around me and I feel like I will never get back to even (I dare not even say get ahead!) ground. I guess as long as the important things are covered, no worries. Do not ever feel like you are alone. Regrets, doubts and fears are all a part of life, I wish they were not but then I guess the world would be a boring place. Hold your head high and face the world. And I am very sorry to hear about your friend. Everyone needs a great friend and it sounded like you had that with Mandy. I am sorry.
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