The Jitters

I don't know what it is, but I've not been feeling well lately. And before you ask, NO, I'm not pregnant, & yes, I'm sure! Even though a girl can hope, can't she?

My body is tense from the cold & people don't understand how painful it is to have your body literally be in pain bc you just can't get your body to relax. It's all a part of having Cerebral Palsy. Imagine making a fist, & keeping it tightly closed for hour on end.. that's what happens when I'm cold or it's cold outside.

I hate it, but what can I do? As I write this now, I feel a never ending tense feeling that accompanies a jitter. Actually, I've been toying with the idea of writing some post about CP & just how it effects me & my life.

But, for now -all I can do I hope that Jake gets home soon. I want to go lay down & he's the best guy to have around on days like these. I don't know what it is about him, but he has this way of calming my body just with a simple touch.

I guess it's a good thing I married him, huh?